E's Reaction

So after I got off the big red phone with Teddy's special ed teacher at around one thirty pm she had been telling me how she was stressing to him that he could still turn his day around and even though he had such a bad day he got 88 points on his sheet, which is above the 80 goal mark.

So I had told stepdad who is about ready to throw Ted out on the street in a garbage pail, and Ted still was condemned to no screen time and time in his room either reading or writing.  I went to visit him often and tried to talk about things with him, and this was not putting me in stepdad's good graces as he would like for Ted's room to now become the hole in da clink.  And I get that.  But it's tough.

So of course all this has an affect on E who is three, and looked at me this morning while I was putting on his sweatr and said, "I love only, daddy.  And not you mommy!!  And I was like....word.


Let's all take a step back now,  nobody wants to screw with mama.  Mama makes your cereal and puts out your clothes and decides every night NOT to lace your dinner with Prozac, little girl.  SO now E and I will have our trials today as she is swaying on the staircase sonorifically sniffing Daddy I want my Daddy while I use her as a ledge to put family pictures on.

So I was going to start a gofund for T's medical expenses but there is no way I can keep all the links straight.  Really I just want a thermometer that tracks my expenses/progress.  Sigh. So I will just stick with the blog donations.

Also, at what point are they just going to straight out suspend Ted? I mean yesterday after he threw the chair at the teacher, they did not ask me to come pick him up?  Which I was prepared to do....So I basically sit by my phone, wondering what today might bring....